Hello, SPM

In a blink of an aye,

the month of June is coming to an end.

To my horror,

There's only 140+ days left...

Everybody is counting down right now,

Eventually, the pressures are on.

I started to regret.

I regretted for not using my time wisely in the past 6 months.

I'm a total failure.

SPM SPM SPM

It'll be a nightmare.

Never ever would I thought that it's getting nearer and nearer each day,

yet I'm wasting my time though I knew I don't have enough time.

It's time for me to REALLY buck up.

Time waits for no one.

There's only a few months left, let's hope I'll do well for the next few months :)

:)

Not an ordinary Sunday

Hello again to my abandoned blog!

Today is actually quite an eventful day...

Many things happened...

One thing is that my dad had a slight car accident

and the car was now in a bad bad condition.

I was not in the car, so I don't know how the accident occurred.

But I thank God that my family was safe from the accident.

But I had learned a huge lesson,

that is:

TO SURRENDER EVERYTHING TO GOD

I realised that human effort alone actually leads to nowhere,

no matter how hard you try to avoid something from happening,

it'll still happen

simply because it's out of our control.

Just quote an example from the not-so-recent earthquake,

Natural disaster will land on us in no time,

we can't predict where and when it will come.

We won't know the future, for sure.

None of us.

But God knows.

We may not understand His plan,

but He is always there for us whenever and wherever we need Him,

He's no doubt our Provider and our Guide.

And I'm truly thankful that I have such a great God.

But I know who holds tomorrow

And I know who holds my hands

None other than EXAM

It has been a busy week. Having my first exam of the year currently.

Yesterday was a terrible nightmare. And in my entire life, this is the very first time I leave so many blanks in my paper. And worst of all, it was Physics essay part. Please congratulates me.

I had no time at all to finish. Well, actually it was my fault. I wasted most of my time doing the diagram, and I had forgotten to do the ones I know. And my Physics teacher always emphasize that we MUST fill ALL the blanks! I was super sad, super emo and downcast yesterday. Maybe this was the first time, and I can't accept the truth. I regretted it.

I had learned a lesson: Not to waste every single second I have.

Thankfully, this is just the monthly test. Hopefully, this will not affect my exam for the 1st semester. I guess God is giving this lesson before SPM. If not, I might repeat my mistake in the future, especially during SPM.

I'm alright now, and I'm ready to face the music after the exam

Today is only the third and there's a lot of papers waiting for me to conquer for the next two weeks.

Till then :)

Things that happened before Christmas...

Last week,
I was informed to join a 3 days 2 night camp in school.
And I was like, "What?",
Well, this is the first time I'm staying overnight in school(you might be laughing), what do you expect?
Tomorrow will be the first day of camp,
but I can't feel the excitement,
I don't know why...
I packed my luggage just now,
and realised that there's so many things to bring
Very troublesome!
I'm quite worried if I left out something, but I'm too tired to recall them.
Although this camp only lasts for 3 days,
I feel that it would take ages to end,
I have no idea why I have this kind of feeling.
When mum ask me what is this camp all about,
I shrugged,
I really have no clue.

Christmas is getting nearer and nearer.
Yet, I don't want Christmas day to come,
simply because I don't want it to end!
I'm now quite busy learning up the songs to play on that day,
it took me quite long to learn up the songs
because my sight reading is very very poor...

I love Christmas season,
with all the preparation for Christmas, caroling, year-end shopping
and I hate it to end.
I'm doing my countdown for the new year,
and there's only two weeks left or less,
School will reopen very soon...
Well, you won't know how much I fear the year 2011,
but it will still come...
***
I guess I shall end here,
Need plenty of rest after a long day.
I need to wake up very early tomorrow, about 5.
I have to reach school by 6, imagine, how crazy would that be?
Anyway, I do hope I will enjoy this camp. :)

At Last!

After a super long wait,
I finally got to watch my favourite movie ever:
The Chronicles of Narnia.
You will never know how much I'm crazy of this movie.
I feel like reading the series of books,
but I'm kinda lazy,
and I'm not sure also if I'll ever finish reading the book.
Hmm...some feedbacks for the movie:
Not much of climax this time,
there's a few unknowns unanswered,
or maybe I just didn't notice them.
but thoroughly the movie was nice.
To me,
It actually reflects the life we live in,
and how we should handle the temptation that we face.
I heard that this is a bit of Christian-based movie,
I'm not certain about that,
but it was definitely a great movie.
***
Oh yes, I went to Pizza Hut for a sumptuous meal with my friends,
I was so full that I hardly could walk.
I guess the sky-high-price worth paying.
Here's a small comments that I would give to the PIC of Pizza Hut:
If you were to lower just a bit of the price,
I'll definitely be your regular customer :)

Shepherd of my soul
I give you full control,
Wherever You may lead I will follow.
I have made the choice
To listen for Your voice,
Wherever You may lead I will go.

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep,
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.