2 days left...
Can't wait.
Biology, Physics and Chemistry.
OK, hopefully I can do my really best this time!
:)
But all I want is to finish the exam.
I want to be FREE!!!
November is approaching...
I'm really excited.
School holidays is around the corner.
I wanna fly...
You might think that I'm crazy that I started to think of school holidays,
Because it seems that there's still a long way to go.
But, I can tell you for sure,
Time really flies,
A few seconds later, you will realised you are in the hols!
I'm gonna love this week.
After the 2 days of exam, there goes the Deepavali hols for 5 days, that includes weekend.
Hey Deepavali!
You brighten up my after-exam-mood...
Okay, it's time for me to go back study.
Tuesday, I'm waiting!
:)
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Add-Maths...
Add-maths for the whole day.
Since there was no exam today,
*yet I went to school.
I revised 9 chapters of add- maths...
I've been cracking my head like mad
I spent so much time, so much effort on doing all the exercises,
yet everytime I search for answers,
the answers are all WRONG!
And all I have to do is to erase all the workings and redo.
:(:(
Having a slight headache now after revising,
I really need a break.
I wonder how I survive tomorrow for the 4 hours+ of Add-maths.
I never thought that I could be so unprepared.
I had two nightmares on add-maths within this week,
and I'm really stress up,
I did quite badly for my other papers for the previous weeks,
and I don't want to get bad results by the end of next month.
I want my weekend to crawl because I don't have enough time.
Yet,
I want my weekend to fly because I have enough torturing.
Oh, dilemma again...
Anyway, do pray for me.
:)
Since there was no exam today,
*yet I went to school.
I revised 9 chapters of add- maths...
I've been cracking my head like mad
I spent so much time, so much effort on doing all the exercises,
yet everytime I search for answers,
the answers are all WRONG!
And all I have to do is to erase all the workings and redo.
:(:(
Having a slight headache now after revising,
I really need a break.
I wonder how I survive tomorrow for the 4 hours+ of Add-maths.
I never thought that I could be so unprepared.
I had two nightmares on add-maths within this week,
and I'm really stress up,
I did quite badly for my other papers for the previous weeks,
and I don't want to get bad results by the end of next month.
I want my weekend to crawl because I don't have enough time.
Yet,
I want my weekend to fly because I have enough torturing.
Oh, dilemma again...
Anyway, do pray for me.
:)
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
The Disastrous Nightmare
Physics ruins my day!
Good thing that it was partially over!
Though there's another paper yet to come next week.
But, who cares?
I just don't understand, I know all the concepts, I studied like crazy,
Still, I can't answer!
And, I'm always careless, always missed many important steps.
I can't imagine the results
Let alone paper 1.
Why do I have to change answer everytime?
Initially I'm right, but something strikes me, and I changed the answer and there goes my precious marks...that doesn't apply only for one question, many other more!
Oh no...
I'm doomed!
I don't wanna see my results, it'll be very scary.
OK, I feel like ponteng after exam over.
Who's joining me??
:D
Yet-to-come:
Biology, Moral, Add-math, Chemistry and Physics.
7 days left and counting.
Good thing that it was partially over!
Though there's another paper yet to come next week.
But, who cares?
I just don't understand, I know all the concepts, I studied like crazy,
Still, I can't answer!
And, I'm always careless, always missed many important steps.
I can't imagine the results
Let alone paper 1.
Why do I have to change answer everytime?
Initially I'm right, but something strikes me, and I changed the answer and there goes my precious marks...that doesn't apply only for one question, many other more!
Oh no...
I'm doomed!
I don't wanna see my results, it'll be very scary.
OK, I feel like ponteng after exam over.
Who's joining me??
:D
Yet-to-come:
Biology, Moral, Add-math, Chemistry and Physics.
7 days left and counting.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
I wrote non-stop.
The time given for BM paper is never ever enough.
In other words, too many questions.
Everytime BM ends, my hands will ache like mad
I can feel the numbness, I can't even lift them up
Just too heavy.
I felt that it might broke or something.
But, I can still type.
Good! :)
Things became worse because I don't have a watch.
In my entire life,
the only moments that I feel time really flies is when sitting for BM papers.
I have to constantly take the risk to ask my friend about the time.
BM, what a subject!
Luckily, it had ended.
BM, see you next year!
Boo...
:)
What's next?
Sejarah. "Great"!
Computer? Forget it!
And..
Oh, my phone is back.
Yoohoo!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Exam is tomorrow.
And I'm still sitting here in front of the computer.
What's happening to me?
Perhaps, mum is right,
I'm really getting from bad to worst.
I'm very lazy.
I'm wasting time.
I don't have good time management.
I get distracted very easily.
Oh please, this is the time to study,
C'mon wake up!
Exams is just hours away..
Study!!!
It's time for me to buck up.
Or else I'll just ruin myself.
I can really feel the pressure now.
I realised that I'm not prepared.
I always thought there's always enough time.
Obviously I'm wrong, very wrong!
And I'm actually stuffing all the books inside my thick skull
and I'm not reallly sure whether I can bear them from falling out.
Well, it's quite late now.
And I don't think I can do much with my revision.
Just pray to God that I'll be able to stay calm,
able to remember the things that I had studied.
There's two more weeks till the exam ends.
So, there's still a long run.
My very first paper for the final's: CHINESE
WOW!
All the best!
And I'm still sitting here in front of the computer.
What's happening to me?
Perhaps, mum is right,
I'm really getting from bad to worst.
I'm very lazy.
I'm wasting time.
I don't have good time management.
I get distracted very easily.
Oh please, this is the time to study,
C'mon wake up!
Exams is just hours away..
Study!!!
It's time for me to buck up.
Or else I'll just ruin myself.
I can really feel the pressure now.
I realised that I'm not prepared.
I always thought there's always enough time.
Obviously I'm wrong, very wrong!
And I'm actually stuffing all the books inside my thick skull
and I'm not reallly sure whether I can bear them from falling out.
Well, it's quite late now.
And I don't think I can do much with my revision.
Just pray to God that I'll be able to stay calm,
able to remember the things that I had studied.
There's two more weeks till the exam ends.
So, there's still a long run.
My very first paper for the final's: CHINESE
WOW!
All the best!
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Magnificent
Here's a new song that I would like to share :)
Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.
Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.
You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare (last time to tags)
To You, Jesus.
Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.
Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
No one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.
Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.
You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare (last time to tags)
To You, Jesus.
Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.
Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
No one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
Boo...
NO CELLPHONE FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS!
Mum is using it temporarily as she is going overseas.
Grr...all fault goes to her cellphone,
there's always something wrong somewhere.
Fortunately, I can still live without it.
:)
Mum is using it temporarily as she is going overseas.
Grr...all fault goes to her cellphone,
there's always something wrong somewhere.
Fortunately, I can still live without it.
:)
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Thank you, Lord,
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
as I let you lead,
And thank you, Lord,
for the patience those trials bring.
In that process of growing,
I can learn to care.
But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.
I thank you, Lord,
with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help,
lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause you promised, Lord,
that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.
But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.
I thank you, Lord,
for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything
life is so worth while.
And I thank you, Lord,
that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face,
and it's there you belong.
******
Grandma,
You stays in my heart forever and always.
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
as I let you lead,
And thank you, Lord,
for the patience those trials bring.
In that process of growing,
I can learn to care.
But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.
I thank you, Lord,
with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help,
lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause you promised, Lord,
that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.
But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.
I thank you, Lord,
for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything
life is so worth while.
And I thank you, Lord,
that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face,
and it's there you belong.
******
Grandma,
You stays in my heart forever and always.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Today,
I woke up at 9.
(Actually, I woke up at 8
then I don't feel like going out of my room
so, I went to sleep again for another hour...)
***
Had my lunch in one of the Wangsa Maju hawker stall.
Next, to the National Library,
I intended to borrow some books,
but end up FB-ing,
since internet services are provided FREE for public.
(It's a good thing, coz I can't fb at home)
***
And around 4,
I went to Wangsa Walk Mall, alone :(
I realised that it had been ages since I stepped in POPULAR,
and felt that my membership card is a bit wasted.
So, I went in.
(if you ever see me in WWM,
I'll always go to POPULAR,
coz I've got nowhere else to go)
There's only two weeks to go to my final's,
and I haven't even do my revision yet.
Then, I decided to buy some reference books,
I know this is kinda last minute, but at least I put in a lil effort on buying books. :)
I just hope that I can use my PMR holidays to study, study and study.
I'm a person who will easily get distracted.
So, please take away all distractions!
I just pray that I'll manage my time well,
know what's my priorities,
be more organised.
That's all for now.
:)
I woke up at 9.
(Actually, I woke up at 8
then I don't feel like going out of my room
so, I went to sleep again for another hour...)
***
Had my lunch in one of the Wangsa Maju hawker stall.
Next, to the National Library,
I intended to borrow some books,
but end up FB-ing,
since internet services are provided FREE for public.
(It's a good thing, coz I can't fb at home)
***
And around 4,
I went to Wangsa Walk Mall, alone :(
I realised that it had been ages since I stepped in POPULAR,
and felt that my membership card is a bit wasted.
So, I went in.
(if you ever see me in WWM,
I'll always go to POPULAR,
coz I've got nowhere else to go)
There's only two weeks to go to my final's,
and I haven't even do my revision yet.
Then, I decided to buy some reference books,
I know this is kinda last minute, but at least I put in a lil effort on buying books. :)
I just hope that I can use my PMR holidays to study, study and study.
I'm a person who will easily get distracted.
So, please take away all distractions!
I just pray that I'll manage my time well,
know what's my priorities,
be more organised.
That's all for now.
:)
Sunday, October 3, 2010
3rd of October is
Though I'm not exactly sure what is it,
Somehow, it sounded grand.
Let's celebrate!
:)
Here comes October!
Every Sunday, after my afternoon nap,the moment I wake up,
I’ll start realizing that there are ample of things for me to do.
School exams, school activities, St. John stuff, assignments, money, etc.
That’s why, to be honest, I dislike Sunday afternoons.
Sometimes I really hate to go to school, but sometimes I really love school.
I’m tired, not physically, but mentally.
I’ve got many things to settle, which I always postpone, because I hate to face consequences.
I’m irresponsible, I know.
I hate to see teachers, I hate to talk to the ex-committee in school.
I hate it when I see all the documents accumulated, with so many debts and accounts unsolved.
But still, I need to do.
I want to get my money back! I’d asked the teacher a few times, and she always ignores my request and start talking about other stuff. I dislike her, she is irresponsible. She always give me the same answer: the money is not with her, she can do nothing. Hello, you are a teacher, you know. How can you say such thing? Unfortunately, she is now undergoing her maternity, so no choice, I have to delay the issue.
I want holidays. I don’t want next year to come, because 2011 shall be my nightmare. I can’t imagine how life will be next year. I want this year to go as slow as possible, really, I’m fearful.
I’m struggling with many dilemmas, and I’m at wits end trying to figure out how to confront all my problem, still, no solutions yet.
I gave up my pianos, and accounts. I took a very courageous step to make that decision. I’m in despair. SPM! I fear that I can’t cope up with all the subjects and piano.
And currently, I'm crazy of guitar. I wanna learn, but I don't think I've got the time.
I love weekends, I look forward to YP, to church. And another reason is, no school.
I often wonder who am I, where’s the real me…I don’t know.
I want to leave all my worries and go out to experince nature and have fun with friends, to do the things I love to do. But, that’s a tough thing to achieve.
And the only thing that I can do is to make the common gesture whenever I’m blank-shrugged.
All I have to do now, is to pray and to seek the Scriptures in order to find comfort.
PS:I don't have to go to school for certain days for the next two weeks, because of PMR. I'm glad that I'm free, for the moment.
Yay! :)
I’ll start realizing that there are ample of things for me to do.
School exams, school activities, St. John stuff, assignments, money, etc.
That’s why, to be honest, I dislike Sunday afternoons.
Sometimes I really hate to go to school, but sometimes I really love school.
I’m tired, not physically, but mentally.
I’ve got many things to settle, which I always postpone, because I hate to face consequences.
I’m irresponsible, I know.
I hate to see teachers, I hate to talk to the ex-committee in school.
I hate it when I see all the documents accumulated, with so many debts and accounts unsolved.
But still, I need to do.
I want to get my money back! I’d asked the teacher a few times, and she always ignores my request and start talking about other stuff. I dislike her, she is irresponsible. She always give me the same answer: the money is not with her, she can do nothing. Hello, you are a teacher, you know. How can you say such thing? Unfortunately, she is now undergoing her maternity, so no choice, I have to delay the issue.
I want holidays. I don’t want next year to come, because 2011 shall be my nightmare. I can’t imagine how life will be next year. I want this year to go as slow as possible, really, I’m fearful.
I’m struggling with many dilemmas, and I’m at wits end trying to figure out how to confront all my problem, still, no solutions yet.
I gave up my pianos, and accounts. I took a very courageous step to make that decision. I’m in despair. SPM! I fear that I can’t cope up with all the subjects and piano.
And currently, I'm crazy of guitar. I wanna learn, but I don't think I've got the time.
I love weekends, I look forward to YP, to church. And another reason is, no school.
I often wonder who am I, where’s the real me…I don’t know.
I want to leave all my worries and go out to experince nature and have fun with friends, to do the things I love to do. But, that’s a tough thing to achieve.
And the only thing that I can do is to make the common gesture whenever I’m blank-shrugged.
All I have to do now, is to pray and to seek the Scriptures in order to find comfort.
PS:I don't have to go to school for certain days for the next two weeks, because of PMR. I'm glad that I'm free, for the moment.
Yay! :)
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