Things that happened before Christmas...

Last week,
I was informed to join a 3 days 2 night camp in school.
And I was like, "What?",
Well, this is the first time I'm staying overnight in school(you might be laughing), what do you expect?
Tomorrow will be the first day of camp,
but I can't feel the excitement,
I don't know why...
I packed my luggage just now,
and realised that there's so many things to bring
Very troublesome!
I'm quite worried if I left out something, but I'm too tired to recall them.
Although this camp only lasts for 3 days,
I feel that it would take ages to end,
I have no idea why I have this kind of feeling.
When mum ask me what is this camp all about,
I shrugged,
I really have no clue.

Christmas is getting nearer and nearer.
Yet, I don't want Christmas day to come,
simply because I don't want it to end!
I'm now quite busy learning up the songs to play on that day,
it took me quite long to learn up the songs
because my sight reading is very very poor...

I love Christmas season,
with all the preparation for Christmas, caroling, year-end shopping
and I hate it to end.
I'm doing my countdown for the new year,
and there's only two weeks left or less,
School will reopen very soon...
Well, you won't know how much I fear the year 2011,
but it will still come...
***
I guess I shall end here,
Need plenty of rest after a long day.
I need to wake up very early tomorrow, about 5.
I have to reach school by 6, imagine, how crazy would that be?
Anyway, I do hope I will enjoy this camp. :)

At Last!

After a super long wait,
I finally got to watch my favourite movie ever:
The Chronicles of Narnia.
You will never know how much I'm crazy of this movie.
I feel like reading the series of books,
but I'm kinda lazy,
and I'm not sure also if I'll ever finish reading the book.
Hmm...some feedbacks for the movie:
Not much of climax this time,
there's a few unknowns unanswered,
or maybe I just didn't notice them.
but thoroughly the movie was nice.
To me,
It actually reflects the life we live in,
and how we should handle the temptation that we face.
I heard that this is a bit of Christian-based movie,
I'm not certain about that,
but it was definitely a great movie.
***
Oh yes, I went to Pizza Hut for a sumptuous meal with my friends,
I was so full that I hardly could walk.
I guess the sky-high-price worth paying.
Here's a small comments that I would give to the PIC of Pizza Hut:
If you were to lower just a bit of the price,
I'll definitely be your regular customer :)

Shepherd of my soul
I give you full control,
Wherever You may lead I will follow.
I have made the choice
To listen for Your voice,
Wherever You may lead I will go.

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep,
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

His Love Endures Forever

Today I'm 16 years + one day old!

God had created me 16 years ago, and he had took care of me throughout the 16 years.

He gave me family, food and shelter.

I'm sorry, Lord that I like to grumble and complain the not-so-good things happened to me, and often forget the great miracles that You had perform in my life.
I thank God for He is with me whenever I face my up's and down's in life.

I'm glad that I have a faithful friend whom I can cling on, that reminds me that I'm not alone, for He is with me whenever I am and whatever I do. I'm so glad that He loves me though I'm a sinner.

Lord, help me to appreciate the things in life and learn to accept all things that had happened and acknowledge that everything is in Your control. No matter what I face, help me Lord to know that You are there for me, that I don't have to fear nor afraid.

I thank God for His love never drifts away, His loving care keeps my heart secure always and forever.
Psalms 136: 1-26 His love endures forever

In good times and bad, our greatest need is God.

Give thanks to the Lord

Our God and King

His love endures forever

For He is good,

He is above all things

His love endures forever

Sing praise, sing praise

With a mighty hand and outstretched arm

His love endures forever

For the life that's been reborn

His love endures forever

Sing praise, sing praise

Sing praise, sing praise

Forever God is faithful

Forever God is strong

Forever God is with us
Forever

Forever

From the rising to the setting sun

His love endures forever

By the grace of God

We will carry on

His love endures forever

Sing praise, sing praise

Sing praise, sing praise

Goodbye, Form 4!

The big family

So many things happened today but I had a great great time.
I really enjoyed my last school day of the year 2010.
My result came out today, just as what i'd expected, I dropped badly but I didn't emo cause I know I didn't work hard for this term, that's my penalty.
Anyway, these are the friends who joined the craze today in McD.
SSY,KYY,LLY,THX,YSL,CSY,LKY,OMH,NHW,CY,YJW,PV,LSF...etc.
CCK,LWK,TYC,FSY,CWQ,KTG,AKC...etc.
And the 4S3's too!
I really love today!
I actually didn't expect that so many of us turned up in MCD!
To be precise, there's are about 30 of us who joined.

The crazies

Another thing which made me extremely happy is --> I finally got back my money! FINALLY! It had been ages since I wanted to claim that money back. My 60 bucks! My hard work pays! I'm actually quite busy today, running up and down in school to settle everything(that includes my money!) before hols..Thank God I manage to finish up everything today. CHEERS!
Initially I thought I'm going to school tomorrow, but I guess I won't go anymore since so many of my classmates start working, so they ponteng class... I wonder if the class will be empty...Yes, I ponteng on the very last day! :p
Hmm, my hols officially start tomorrow and are very occupied. I'm gonna have another blast of hols! Oh yes, anyone who's going The Mines this hols, pls tell me because I really have to go to the book exhibition this time! And the gathering thingy, pls confirm the date and venue asap! It seems that I'm very enthusiastic. :D

One more thing that I wanna share is...

FYI, Hari ini Hari Graduasi Form 5. This gave me a reminder that there's only one year left, and I'll be leaving high school! See, I told you, how time flies! AND SPM is so far yet so near... :(

To all Form 5's and Upper 6's: All the best in your SPM and STPM!
:)

SO FISH!

I really have to learn how to speak Cantonese!

OK, here's an account of what had happened just now.

Initially, I wanted to phone KTG.

It so happened that his number and one of my teacher's number are beside each other.

So, I da cho dim wa!

You can guess what happened next.

My teacher picked up the phone and speak whole lot of Cantonese, which I understand but I don't know how to speak.

This is what she said: lei da cho dim wa hai mai, lei wan bin ko?

And sounded quite unfriendly...

Without hesitation, I decided to put off the line...

If only I knew she was my teacher.

After a moment, I realised the fact that: She IS my teacher!

I was like,Uh-Oh~

OK, if the person don't know who am I then it's fine, but she's my teacher!

I hesitate whether or not to SMS my apologies to her, since I acted quite rude by putting off the line without saying 'sorry' in Cantonese.

If I know earlier that was her, I would definitely speak in English.

*She's a banana, btw...

Then I SMS her, and earnestly waited for the reply.

After half an hour, she replied!

I was so relieved that she said she don't mind.

In conclusion, I need to learn to speak Cantonese before I fish for another time.

This is what I told my dad: Speak to me in Cantonese next time, because I'm a KL-ian!

At The Cross

Oh Lord You’ve searched me
You know my way
Even when I fail You
I know You love me

Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross
I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There’s no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

And when the earth fades
Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me
I know You love me

I went HGH Convention Centre today.
It was Chinese Essays Prize-Giving Ceremony.
It was a priviledge to be there.
All the contestants came from different state.
I was not the participant,
I was just representing my school to attend this ceremony.
Dato' Wee was the honourable guest, just FYI.
I was frozen inside the hall,
Because it was too colddd,
The air-cond was too strong,
And it was directly blowing at me.
KYY told me that as if she was in England(since she goes to England every year...)
I said as if I was in China(since I went to China once...)
We were busy keeping ourselves warm since we didn't bring our sweater,
So if you were to ask me what was it all about,
I can frankly say:
I don't know!
So, the trip was a bit wasted all because of the air-cond's fault.
However, we had a sumptuos buffet there,
I could feel as if I was in a ballroom or something,
because I didn't expected it to be so grand.

Well, actually there's nothing much happened today.
That's all I can share for now...

*Congratz LKY, for your great achievement!

Scream & Shout

Here I am.
Now without exam.
Went to SSY'S with LKY right after school.
We had a great time together.
Heart-to-heart talk.

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH, SSY!

For your tasty steak, soooo delicious...
Plus, your guitar is still the best guitar i'd ever played,
better than the RM3000 guitar that the guy owned.

******

Initially, I thought I'm now free,
but obviously I'm wrong, so so wrong.

Here is my after-exam-schedule, all within this week:
Tomorrow I'm gonna have MP meeting for 3 hours in KFC.
Thursday I needa go to school to do accounts.
Puurrlease, I hate to do accounts.
Imagine, from 7.30am to 4.00pm!
That's so crazy, even longer than school hours.
And,
there's so many events clash on Friday night that I don't know which to attend.
I want to go everywhere!
Ohhh...
Saturday, I have to be at school for the whole morning,

Well,
I'm gonna sleep early tonight.
:)

Hello, November!

2 days left...
Can't wait.
Biology, Physics and Chemistry.
OK, hopefully I can do my really best this time!
:)

But all I want is to finish the exam.
I want to be FREE!!!

November is approaching...
I'm really excited.
School holidays is around the corner.
I wanna fly...
You might think that I'm crazy that I started to think of school holidays,
Because it seems that there's still a long way to go.
But, I can tell you for sure,
Time really flies,
A few seconds later, you will realised you are in the hols!

I'm gonna love this week.
After the 2 days of exam, there goes the Deepavali hols for 5 days, that includes weekend.
Hey Deepavali!
You brighten up my after-exam-mood...

Okay, it's time for me to go back study.
Tuesday, I'm waiting!
:)

Add-Maths...

Add-maths for the whole day.
Since there was no exam today,
*yet I went to school.
I revised 9 chapters of add- maths...
I've been cracking my head like mad
I spent so much time, so much effort on doing all the exercises,
yet everytime I search for answers,
the answers are all WRONG!
And all I have to do is to erase all the workings and redo.
:(:(
Having a slight headache now after revising,
I really need a break.
I wonder how I survive tomorrow for the 4 hours+ of Add-maths.
I never thought that I could be so unprepared.
I had two nightmares on add-maths within this week,
and I'm really stress up,
I did quite badly for my other papers for the previous weeks,
and I don't want to get bad results by the end of next month.
I want my weekend to crawl because I don't have enough time.
Yet,
I want my weekend to fly because I have enough torturing.
Oh, dilemma again...
Anyway, do pray for me.
:)

Missing Puzzle Pieces...

What would you do?

The Disastrous Nightmare

Physics ruins my day!
Good thing that it was partially over!
Though there's another paper yet to come next week.
But, who cares?

I just don't understand, I know all the concepts, I studied like crazy,
Still, I can't answer!
And, I'm always careless, always missed many important steps.
I can't imagine the results
Let alone paper 1.
Why do I have to change answer everytime?
Initially I'm right, but something strikes me, and I changed the answer and there goes my precious marks...that doesn't apply only for one question, many other more!
Oh no...
I'm doomed!
I don't wanna see my results, it'll be very scary.
OK, I feel like ponteng after exam over.
Who's joining me??
:D

Yet-to-come:
Biology, Moral, Add-math, Chemistry and Physics.
7 days left and counting.

I wrote non-stop.
The time given for BM paper is never ever enough.
In other words, too many questions.
Everytime BM ends, my hands will ache like mad
I can feel the numbness, I can't even lift them up
Just too heavy.
I felt that it might broke or something.
But, I can still type.
Good! :)
Things became worse because I don't have a watch.
In my entire life,
the only moments that I feel time really flies is when sitting for BM papers.
I have to constantly take the risk to ask my friend about the time.

BM, what a subject!
Luckily, it had ended.
BM, see you next year!
Boo...
:)
What's next?
Sejarah. "Great"!
Computer? Forget it!

And..
Oh, my phone is back.
Yoohoo!

Exam is tomorrow.
And I'm still sitting here in front of the computer.
What's happening to me?
Perhaps, mum is right,
I'm really getting from bad to worst.
I'm very lazy.
I'm wasting time.
I don't have good time management.
I get distracted very easily.

Oh please, this is the time to study,
C'mon wake up!
Exams is just hours away..
Study!!!

It's time for me to buck up.
Or else I'll just ruin myself.
I can really feel the pressure now.
I realised that I'm not prepared.
I always thought there's always enough time.
Obviously I'm wrong, very wrong!

And I'm actually stuffing all the books inside my thick skull
and I'm not reallly sure whether I can bear them from falling out.

Well, it's quite late now.
And I don't think I can do much with my revision.
Just pray to God that I'll be able to stay calm,
able to remember the things that I had studied.
There's two more weeks till the exam ends.
So, there's still a long run.

My very first paper for the final's: CHINESE
WOW!
All the best!

Magnificent

Here's a new song that I would like to share :)

Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.

Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.

You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare (last time to tags)
To You, Jesus.

Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.

Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
No one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.

Boo...

NO CELLPHONE FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS!
Mum is using it temporarily as she is going overseas.
Grr...all fault goes to her cellphone,
there's always something wrong somewhere.
Fortunately, I can still live without it.
:)

Thank you, Lord,
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
as I let you lead,
And thank you, Lord,
for the patience those trials bring.
In that process of growing,
I can learn to care.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.

'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

I thank you, Lord,
with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help,
lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause you promised, Lord,
that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.

'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

I thank you, Lord,
for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything
life is so worth while.
And I thank you, Lord,
that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face,
and it's there you belong.
******
Grandma,
You stays in my heart forever and always.

Today,
I woke up at 9.
(Actually, I woke up at 8
then I don't feel like going out of my room
so, I went to sleep again for another hour...)
***
Had my lunch in one of the Wangsa Maju hawker stall.
Next, to the National Library,
I intended to borrow some books,
but end up FB-ing,
since internet services are provided FREE for public.
(It's a good thing, coz I can't fb at home)
***
And around 4,
I went to Wangsa Walk Mall, alone :(
I realised that it had been ages since I stepped in POPULAR,
and felt that my membership card is a bit wasted.
So, I went in.
(if you ever see me in WWM,
I'll always go to POPULAR,
coz I've got nowhere else to go)

There's only two weeks to go to my final's,
and I haven't even do my revision yet.
Then, I decided to buy some reference books,
I know this is kinda last minute, but at least I put in a lil effort on buying books. :)
I just hope that I can use my PMR holidays to study, study and study.
I'm a person who will easily get distracted.
So, please take away all distractions!
I just pray that I'll manage my time well,
know what's my priorities,
be more organised.

That's all for now.
:)

You won't know how glad am I.
Trust me,
YOU WON'T!

Thx :D

3rd of October is

Though I'm not exactly sure what is it,
Somehow, it sounded grand.
Let's celebrate!
:)

Here comes October!

Every Sunday, after my afternoon nap,the moment I wake up,
I’ll start realizing that there are ample of things for me to do.
School exams, school activities, St. John stuff, assignments, money, etc.
That’s why, to be honest, I dislike Sunday afternoons.

Sometimes I really hate to go to school, but sometimes I really love school.
I’m tired, not physically, but mentally.
I’ve got many things to settle, which I always postpone, because I hate to face consequences.
I’m irresponsible, I know.
I hate to see teachers, I hate to talk to the ex-committee in school.
I hate it when I see all the documents accumulated, with so many debts and accounts unsolved.
But still, I need to do.

I want to get my money back! I’d asked the teacher a few times, and she always ignores my request and start talking about other stuff. I dislike her, she is irresponsible. She always give me the same answer: the money is not with her, she can do nothing. Hello, you are a teacher, you know. How can you say such thing? Unfortunately, she is now undergoing her maternity, so no choice, I have to delay the issue.

I want holidays. I don’t want next year to come, because 2011 shall be my nightmare. I can’t imagine how life will be next year. I want this year to go as slow as possible, really, I’m fearful.
I’m struggling with many dilemmas, and I’m at wits end trying to figure out how to confront all my problem, still, no solutions yet.
I gave up my pianos, and accounts. I took a very courageous step to make that decision. I’m in despair. SPM! I fear that I can’t cope up with all the subjects and piano.
And currently, I'm crazy of guitar. I wanna learn, but I don't think I've got the time.

I love weekends, I look forward to YP, to church. And another reason is, no school.
I often wonder who am I, where’s the real me…I don’t know.
I want to leave all my worries and go out to experince nature and have fun with friends, to do the things I love to do. But, that’s a tough thing to achieve.
And the only thing that I can do is to make the common gesture whenever I’m blank-shrugged.
All I have to do now, is to pray and to seek the Scriptures in order to find comfort.
PS:I don't have to go to school for certain days for the next two weeks, because of PMR. I'm glad that I'm free, for the moment.
Yay! :)

Rat Dissection

Oh yes!
I'd dissected a rat yesterday.
It was disgusting.
I felt the rat's pain.
The very moment we dissect the inner layer, it actually, woke up.
I was shocked. Very shocked.
The worst part was, one group, mostly guys,
relentlessly dug all the organs out and made fun of people,
eg: throwing the tails, hands and feet.
And,
From the time we nailed it,
to the time we saw each and every organs that were in it,
it was- Oh, yucks!
I saw the heart was still moving,
until the time when teacher asked us to throw it away.
The word: Just kill it.
Was painful...
One guy, mercilessly, used the blade and poked its heart.
...
...
It was dead.
...
...
Although I dislike rats,
it was certainly a creepy experience,
which I would never ever forget.

That's all for now.
:)

Add- Maths Is...

SICKENING!!!


recently...
I found out that Add-Maths is way torturing,
or is it always so,
just that I didn't realised that?
Slow me!
I'd always thought Physics and BM are the only subjects which are killing me,
and now...
My poor Add-Maths.
Boo...

Owh- NO!
SCHOOL.
Peeps, let's mourn...

Believe it or not...
I baked MUFFINS!
To be precise,
Blueberry Muffin!
Hmm...
Ok, maybe that's an ordinary thing,
but to me it is unbelievable,
because I...ahem... never cook!
if this time is not included.

Kitchen is somewhat a place which I hate to go,
and this is the very first time I step inside
Not to only fill for my own stomach,
(which is the only thing I do when you see me in the kitchen)
but to fill others' stomach
Hmm.. interesting! ;)

Of course, I was not that expert
Doing the muffins all by my own.
Initially, mum forced me to go inside the restricted area,
And I was like "Uh-oh, now what?"
You won't how I felt at that time, because I never cook!
Therefore,
I gain the courage and took many heavy steps to reach the annoying kitchen...
And mum said immediately,
"It's time for you to learn how to cook, you see all your cousin sisters who are younger than know how to prepare their own meals, and you...not even know how to break an egg!..."
blablabla...
And there goes that the nagging...
She likes to compare me with the others, which I hate the most.
Deeply inside my heart, I was like: MUM, can you just tell what I'm suppose to do?

I would not like to explain the whole process...
But surprising +amazingly,
I broke 3 eggs perfectly nice,
and mum had nothing to say :)
Yes, I'm mean!
OK, my mum helped me to put all the muffins into the huge oven(or microwave, I'm not sure),Cause I'm scared of the heat. But later I did all by myself, putting inside and taking them out.
Yay! Cheers for me!
*clap clap*

Alright,
to summarize the whole thing...
I found out that...after all, cooking is not that bad as I thought.
And I'm looking forward to do more muffins!
Trust me, they are delicious!:P

And with that, I proudly present you...
The Ultimate Blueberry Muffins made by Chef Yee Ling!
*wink*

I've actually reflected many things today as i got nothing much to do.
And what I realised is that,
I should learn to
let go
have self - control
and
most importantly...
be RATIONAL

DOWN,
is the word that describes me the best at this very moment.
But, I'm sure I'll be fine.
I believe that God is always there for me,
and yeah,
tomorrow will be better.
:)

Revelation

Today I'm gonna reveal the largest secret of mine...
...
...
...
...
...
I'm addicted in learning GUITAR!
Stunned?
Surprised?
Okie, I'm a bit out of mind.
But, seriously, I've got a intention to own a guitar...
Oh no no no...
I've gone way too far..
Okie, I'm seeking a tutor to teach me guitar, but I guess no one would,
cause the whole world is busy with their daily routine...
But, fortunately, I've got a amazing, marvellous, incredible, fabulous, wonderful, splendid thing called...
...
...
...
INTERNET!

* * *

I'm learning a little bit of strumming, which is quite torturing for my fingers.
And I'm learning the chords without a guitar...lol, not funny, i know :)
Because I'm using my ------IMAGINATION
:)
So, I long for a guitar right now,
and may I request whoever who is having an extra guitar...
Could you please lend me for a couple of days, puurrleeaasssee?
I would appreciate that very much, seriouly!
OK! Enough of that.
I know that's impossible.
This is simply because:
GUITARs are the dearest treasure of all guitarist, which is a very logical fact.
Fine, forget 'bout it.
*blank blank*
It's bed time.
And, as usual...
Off I go to sleep.
Bye, peeps!

W-H-E-W

THE exam was finally over!
My burdens had totally vanished into the thin air!
The night before, which is yesterday,
I received 3 unexpected messages in one shot,
I was stunned yet happy,
that my friends actually remembered my BIG day,
I was very nervous that night,
until I saw these tearful messages.
I really don't know why!
Thanks friends!
Your wishes motivates me
Lots!
..
Oh yea, and here's something I wanna share about the examiner
He is Mr. Christopher 'something'. He's a thank-you-very-much-gentleman.
I actually counted how many time he said that particular phrase.
7 times! not mistaken.
Obviously, I'm not nervous during the whole exam :)
..
Next,
is my school monthly exam,
Timma study!
After all these torturing exams
I've made a promise to myself
...
...
I wanna P-A-R-T-A-Y!

August

Ok, August is no way a good month.
It's a month which is somewhat dangling...
With so many thing that is needed to be done,
with so many dilemmas...
I'm getting really really, lazy nowa*months*...
And i don't know why...
I often find that time is chasing after me,
nagging me to finish all the things that had been piled up since long long ago...
I kept on remind myself that I can't afford to be so lazy,
but i just can't help it.

There's only 3 days left for me to get prepared for my piano exam,
I felt so pressured,
This exam would probably be my last piano exam that I'm going to sit before my SPM
I wanna stop!
Piano is quite torturing, in a way...
not only during the exam season, but the entire year...
And that's very tiring.
(Imagine the very first time I sat for my Grade 1 exam, 6 years back...)
but, there's another thought came and persuaded me to continue.
What if I choose to quit piano now,
then all of my effort of learning piano is kinda wasted.
Yea..I know that I won't be teaching piano when I grow up,
someday,
but, finishing Grade 8 is kinda approval that
I actually had completed all the piano syllabus,
And I'll be officially a qualified pianist!
How awesome!
Though piano is not really my priority,
But, how am I suppose to cope with both SPM and piano...
"It is just an interest" that's what my mum always like to say.
She wants me to focus on SPM...

Teacher told me that I have to get prepared if I want to take up Grade 8
She said that I need to spend at least 2 hours per DAY,
to do researches on the composers, musical terms, and many other more..
the worst is, she warned me that Grade 8 is like taking an extra subjest for my SPM, nearly equivalent to ADD-MATH!
And this is scary...

So, dropping piano is a decision that I wanna make,
And I hope this would be the right decision with no regrets in the future, hopefully

Ok, I don't really know why I'm BLOGGING,
which is quite a RARE thing that I would do, obviously.
Since the last time I blogged,
I realised that many things had changed..
good and bad, joyous and sorrowful,surprising and boring...
Yet, things had happened...
And it's time for me to be in the real world again...

That's all for now.
Timma sleep.
*yawn*
ZZzz...

My form four is extraordinary busy...
All subjects are just so annoying~
Grrr!!!
No matter how long you read,
you still couldn't understand,
even a thing that is stated~
(that's what i experienced...)
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I used to look forward to form four,
when i was in form three,
'coz of the PMR thingy, which burdened me, somehow...
but not anymore for now :D
HOWEVER
My very first term exam's coming...
Nervous plus, a slight panic~
I'm readily not prepared,
N...
I'm struggling with time management, also
I don't spend my time WISELY, apparently...
24 hours a day seemed so little...
So,
I need to do a re-scheduling thingy...
Obviously...
I'm not suppose to be here...
Shoo...Shoo...
Off the chair i go...
:(:(

Just received an e-mail, and it's 'good' to read this kind of stuff, once a while...
PS, you may had read this...
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This is based on a true story.........it's very touching.

A rich businessman had a beautiful daughter,
who fell in love
with a guy who was a cleaner.

When the girl's father came to know about their love,
he did not like
it at all, and so began to protest about it.

Now it happened that the two lovers decided to leave
their homes for
a happy future. The girl's father started searching
for the two lovers
but could not find them.

At last, he accepted their love and asked them to come
back home in a
local newspaper. Her father said "If you both come
back I will allow
you to marry the guy you love, I accept that you loved
each other truly."

So in this way, their love won and they returned
home.

The couple went to town to shop for the wedding dress.
He was dressed
in white shirt that day. While he was crossing the
road to the other
side to get some drinks for his wife, a car came and
hit him and he died
on the spot. The girl lost her senses. It was only
after sometimes that
she recovered from her shocked. The funeral and
cremation was the very
next day because he had died horribly.

Two nights later, the girl's mother had a dream in
which she saw an
old lady. The old lady asked her mother to wash the
blood stains of the
guy from her daughter's dress as soon as possible. But
her mother ignored
the dream.

The next night her father had the same dream, he also
ignored it.
Then when the girl had the same dream the next night,
she woke up in fear
and told her mother about the dream. Her mother asked
her to wash the
clothes which have blood stains immediately.

She washed the stains but some remained. Next night
she again had the
same dream she again washed the stains but some still
remained.

Next night she again had the same dream and this time
the old lady
gave her a last warning to wash the blood stain, or
else something
terrible will happen. This time the girl tried her
best to wash the stains,
and the clothes nearly tore, but some stains still
remained.

She was very tired.
In the late evening the same day while she was alone
at home, someone
knocked the door. When she opened the door she saw the
same old lady
of her dream standing at her door. She got very scared
and fainted.

The old lady woke her up.... and gave her a blue
object, which shocked
the girl. She asked "What is this...?"

The old lady replied...

" Try DYNAMO Liquid Soap ... just a dab and it will
remove all stubborn stains!!!" ...

...........
I know how you all are feeling now... I have been through this too.